tasteless dreams

sleepless nights and a heart filled with love; i numb my tastebuds with cigarettes and tasteless dreams; life kills, sleeping is tiresome; the heart wants what the heart wants. he was the first to cry for my nightfrights; when the thoughts are ugly, and there is no room for the pretty; sometimes it’s better not … Continue reading


A sad garden, A shy sunlight, A fearful memory, A loaded vision. A lost lamb, A scared tourist, A broken car, A hopeless mission.

A Distant Comfort

I’m slipping away; through my very own fingers, I slip. Is it maybe true after all; do some people just not know how to cope with themselves? We simply carry too much around; too much fear that seeks out comfort; don’t we all get cheated on – in one way or another – by life, … Continue reading


if i were to ever love you any more than this, it would snap my heart right into two; and i’d chase the sky even moreso than now, an acrobatic dance with the devil – if i were to love you any harder than this, my heart would outstretch the kissing horizon; and i’d drown into the … Continue reading

Dark Side of the Moon

We are not the glistening on the water; We are the dust you just cannot reach; The ignorant bliss crawling throught the cat door; Life’s invisible shadow wishing it were made of stardust; We are not birthed by the moon; We are purged by the corners its light would not reach.

de kater van mijn Leven

Ik loop nu al enkele dagen met een minderwaardigheidscomplex als een kater; Een gebroken hart weet immers niet waar het thuis is; Al tot de maan en terug verdwalend laat het een kruimelspoor achter van almaar afbrokkelende geheugenfragmenten; En een leegte rondom de ogen waarin ik eerder geen thuis heb kunnen vinden. Ik volg die … Continue reading

Venus Breathes

My lips are sealed with a burning image; a statue of desire; Venus’ breath the air we breathe. Not any longer. I wasn’t aware; I didn’t know that sitting next to a dream could be so hellish; next to the biggest part of your life so isolating; let alone that sitting next to him could … Continue reading

Liquid Pebbles

Last night, I touched the shadow ahead of me, and now Only the stars may cry and judge my loss of light; Only the tears shed by the moon were once this unwanted too, or, much rather, denied. Perilous waters, those from the eyes, and how They blink on my cheeks in the sarcastic moonlight; … Continue reading